Desire

I want to wear a blazer everyday, because in a way it symbolizes class, power, and intelligence. To be in an environment where my ideas are valued and my thoughts considered. Perhaps a medical doctor, lawyer, nurse, or businesswoman. Perhaps all at once somehow. To do charity work for those in desperate need of love and care. To write and read and just be. To have all the skills necessary to be successful and all of the education to be respected. May be just a dream, or a very near truth.

Heartbreak

As defined by Merriam Webster, heartbreak is, "crushing grief, anguish, or distress." Most hear this word and think of a breakup or familial problem. Perhaps issues with friends, or finding the right friends. But it has become clear to me that, though such a feeling not desirable, it is necessary to experience joy. It allows one to have something to compare it to.

For me, I am becoming increasing aware of how independent I am and my ocassional unwillingness to accept the help of others. Perhaps it is not such a bad thing after all. In a world like this, independence is entirely necessary to secure a good life for oneself. Who knows.

The one thing I do know, it isn't a bad thing to do things on your own and forge your own path along the way. Often, it is even better.